Today is a sad day - Today, it was supposed to be my big day to shine! But unfortunately that is no longer the case.
I have heard from others here that puzzle-making is a great way to drown out one's sorrows. So here's one for you all to try.
(Text version)
C H O V I I D B A C H C T
R A C H M A N I N O V C R
A N D W E L N I C E H L A
N D E A N I B L S A E I Z
I E B G D S D R I S D C O
P L U N E Z L K A L O A M
O S S E L T O S A H I R C
H A S R S V L V C O M N C
C A Y K S N I V A R T S E
R T Y K O V D V O R A K I
A M Y D H S C H U B E R T
S A D X N E V O H T E E B
After all 18 words are found, please tell me why I am so sad?
(Please do not use any wordsearch solver or any other computer tools)