Throughout my long life, there are a few messages I have heard which have made an impact on my life. Someone recently sent them to me, though I am far from home. However, they coded them first, so it was a bit of work before I could reply. Here is what they sent:
From my mentor:
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From my enemy:
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From my sister:
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There were a few more messages I could give you, but that should be enough to figure it all out. Here was my response, which encapsulates what I think about my struggles:
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Well, I'm off again, try to stay in touch, make sure to use the sukoachdgzteyhuqjeucsoyojyxqfhugjwq.
Day 2:
Still no help. Here is another message, from my brother:
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Who is speaking in the above narrative?
